Something about christmas music, just makes me want to sink into myself and not talk to anyone {no offense}. I don't mean the modern songs that all the little tweenie-boppers come out with, or the type of trash that you might find on WOW Christmas Hit's 2012!!... I mean like the stuff you listen to while you sit around a fire with your most treasured humans.
Do you ever have that feeling like you miss something so terribly, like you want to run to get it even if you had to run for days.... but you just don't know what exactly that thing is? ...no? Oh.
Yeah, me neither.
But really. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm older now and the holidays, and life in general, has lost that simpleness. Like now the holidays entail trying to get off of work, making sure my car is ready for the trip {oil change, tire pressure, blah blah}, and making sure that all of the siblings schedule coincide at the parents house for atleast one day. It just isn't as fun this year for some reason.
I don't want to whine, because I'm really so grateful for so many things right now. But at the same time, I feel like I'm missing something.
As one of my favorites says- "What can you do with a sentimental heart."
-Just sayin.
